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jiali ♥
twenty two. sixteenth februaries.

❝ 4apr- weird ❞ ♡ Monday, June 11, 2012

being awake at this time but thr's driving tmrw at 730am omg fml. don't want to wake you up, so here I am typing down my thoughts. gah, don't know what I'm thinking about. I'm supposed to be a happy happy girl bcos thr's you in my life rn but idk why I keep thinking back and thr's him GAH I don't know why this is happening to me. why am I feeling this way? inexplicable it may be, but perhaps it's just cause I don't know who to talk to about this. I can't possibly talk to you cause my sad feelings'll prolly just spillover to you ): idek what I'm feeling, let alone talk to someone abt it. somehow before I sleep, my thoughts keep lingering back to those days, and I start to think to myself that I was the bad guy after all.. ):

I know you're gnna be sad cause I'm still thinking about it. I rlly can't bring myself to talk to you abt it bcos you're trying so hard to make me the happiest girl in the world yet this is what happens. I'm sorry )': I wished I could forget, but I still can't.

I think I'm crying cause I feel hurt for you but not myself. it's selfish of me if you were to continue loving me, right? i need more time. gah.

a night's sleep shall make everything better.