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jiali ♥
twenty two. sixteenth februaries.

❝ why do i feel so tired these days? ❞ ♡ Tuesday, September 18, 2012

post title says it all ): honestly don't know why i can sleep so much and feel so tired the next day when i have to go to school. too lazy to have lunch, too lazy to dress up.. you name it, i got it. it's prolly 'cause stress has started sinking in a significant bit, but i'm thankful coffee seems to help keep me alive and kicking during lessons.

it's already week 5- more than a month has passed in school, and i feel like i haven't learnt anything much. especially from lessons such as ltb and twc. i mean, am i supposed to even learn anything through weekly presentations and prof asking us questions? i don't see how i'm going to apply what i've learnt when i go to work ): and it's just like PW #2 in ltb 'cause we're supposed to do our CSP with the group members.

perhaps it's 'cause i'm taking 4/5 uni core mods that i'm feeling this way about school. even so, i don't want to feel pessimistic about the rest of my life in school.. had a grammar quiz for AW today- oh boy it went horribly.. tho the reading quiz'd prolly safe the majority of us 'cause it's they're of the same percentage.

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suddenly remembered the true story of a friend's parents (told to me by another friend)- the mum and dad got together through a shotgun marriage, but the dad had someone else he loved at that time. now that th kids have grown up, the dad decided to go for a divorce so he'll be able to go back to the woman whom had been waiting for him all this while.

in this case, i really don't know who i ought to be sympathetic with.. kinda reminds me of Love Rain lol.

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monday's conversation: it puzzles me. after so long, why now? what mentality am i supposed to face it with? what do you want from me? or am i simply thinking too much?