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jiali ♥
twenty two. sixteenth februaries.

❝ Nice guys (finish last) ❞ ♡ Friday, January 31, 2014

Sometimes I'm really glad that I've got good guy friends like them because they keep me believing that nice guys still exist in this world today. Those who offer to give me lifts, those who offer to buy me food, those who try their very best when it comes to cheering me up...  And the list goes on endlessly.

I mean, it's all good if it all remains platonic. I hope we will remain friends, always. Then they'll always be associated with this perfect image (and so will I be, in their minds) and I'll continue thinking that 'not all guys are that bad after all'. Things eventually turn awry when people develop feelings for each other- god forbid it be one-sided, because then it just makes things a lot harder for both parties.

It feels like my life has a tendency of ending up in the same cycle- I talk to a nice guy, nice guy likes me, I end up liking the nice guy, nice guy turns out to be a bad guy, nice guy 2 pops along. I'm thankful that the cycle hasn't found its way to the 'nice guy 2 liking me' part so far, and nice guy 2 is well.. Just being the nice guy he is. Actually it kinduv sucks knowing that there are such nice guys around, yet I'm still sticking to someone I've fallen so deeply for I can't bring myself to leave. (Even though he's not as nice a guy as before)


So I'd say.. Please don't ever tell me. Don't let us ever even tread on that topic. Y'know it's like in The Apple Of My Eye- I don't ever want to know how they feel about me (even though things can get cleared up if the truth is told) because it hurts me as much to hurt them.

I know it's selfish of me to get showered by their care and concern and yet give them none or little in return, but.. Yeah sigh I just don't wnna lose good friends. While I'm attached. Haha the best of both worlds, eh? Selfishhhhh. Maybe that's why nice guys finish last.

Never a more moody cny
My thoughts are stars that I cannot fathom into constellations #johngreen